deep inside

gotta admit that i miss ya
and i cant forget ya
no matter whut i do im gonna miss ya
i hate this but i have to admit that.
i hate this feelin' inside and i hope i can kill it by myself.
it haunts me like every sec and i hate it.
I hate it.
should i repeat it 100 times or should i shout it out loud so that the whole world would listen?

I hate to admit this but I cant deny the fact that i miss you.


and I feel like im dyin inside
wanna shout but i cant cz i know its gonna hurt me.
I make the same mistakes all over again
I hope it will settle down
and this is my first time postin' like this i know it.

i just cant help myself.
I hope I never know you.
I hope
But theres no hope when its actually happened
Have to accept the fact that im gonna hurt.
scary chapter of my life.
sometimes i gotta be honest that im not too strong.
im weak. yes i am.
i hate to admit but i gotta admit that i have feeling too and sometimes i hope i never have it.
But im only human.
been there many times.
really hopes that ill run from it but i just cant.
im here. trappin' trappin' trappin'
please listen that im trappin'
you know who you are.
come and save me.
you know who you are.
you are.
yes .
you. :')